13 years ago today I had a miscarriage. I was devastated. Devastated.
As I sobbed in the ultrasound room, my midwife cried, too, and said, “I know you are a very spiritual person and this is a deep spiritual loss.”
I stopped sobbing and said, “What? What did you say?”
She repeated herself.
I sat up straight and strong and said, “This is NOT a spiritual loss. This is a physical, emotional and mental loss. The spirit of my baby Dakota is not lost. He has gone back to the light to get his brother. In 4 months I will be pregnant with twin boys.”
My midwife looked concerned. I knew that look and said, “4 months. Mark my words.”
Exactly 4 months later, on September 4, 2009 I woke up early like I always do. It was a big day. We were opening a raw vegan restaurant in Newton, Massachusetts. But that wasn’t the biggest most amazing thing…I was about to do pregnancy test that would change our lives forever.
Yup. Pregnant, with twin boys.
Contrast sucks. No way around it. That miscarriage was awful. But in that contrast a miracle was born, or, rather, two. Dakota and Montana Wells, age 12.
Whatever you’re going through today - now - know that the force IS with you. If you can allow it in. If you can get in alignment in whatever way you know how, and allow it in.
If you need suggestions of how to get into alignment contact me. I can teach you the tools to get in alignment and allow in all the goodness waiting for you after you ride out this contrast.
May the 4th (Force) be with you. 💫